Happy fucking Valentines day.

 

I am reiterating that everyone should throw away their fairy tale dreams of a perfect relationship... I hope you choke yourselves! Literally...

Well, so much for Mikey. We didn't last. I am back with my Bunny, Paul. I missed him so much and I am greatful to have him back in my life. We are starting over.

 

I was givin this beautiful promise ring to refresh our promise to eachother, since it didn't work out the last time.

 

 

 

 

I think we needed this, something to help us grow stronger. You know what I mean? Paul is a huge believer of the whole "everything happens for a reason" saying, so I have a feeling he might be right this time.

I love Paul with all of me heart and all I can say is that I am just so greatful.

I could never ask for a more loyal and respectable boyfriend that that of which I have now. He has really turned out to be the perfect man. We each had our problems in the beginning and there wasn't much we could to to prevent these things from happening. It is life, you know what I mean?

This picture was taken at the company Christmas party in 2005. He was obviously my date this year and needless to say, we entered the party with class and excitement. I purposely went a little out of my way to be a goof but it turned out that I fit right in, unexpectedly!

Paul's Mom went to the party as well, she is an employee of the same company I used to work for. Yes, I said used to. Long story. As of January 30th 2006 I am taking career counseling while I wait to sign up for class at SPC. I have to talk to a few people before I take any classes, but I plan to go to school for law. I want to be a corporate law atty. Wish me luck!

I had a great Birthday this year. Paul and I spent it together, alone. We walked on bayshore blvd. and watched some fireworks from a distance. I was a little distracted because I haven't been myself lately, but I had a great time anyway.

Being sick for a few months now, I think it has been about 6 or seven months, has taken it's toll on me. I am getting better though with the right treatments. Don't worry it is nothing contageous. I don't think you can catch anything through xanga anyway.. Myspace, now that is a different story!!! Hahaha.

 

Anyway here comes more pictures from the Christmas party. So you have an idea of how beautiful that night was. It was especially nice to spend it with my baby bunny and his loving Mother.

The "Mommy"!!!!

 

 

 

Xanga takes too long to upload pictures... so um.... That is all for now!