Happy fucking Valentines day.

I am reiterating that everyone should throw away their fairy tale dreams of a perfect relationship… I hope you choke yourselves! Literally…

Well, so much for Mikey. We didn’t last. I am back with my Bunny, Paul. I missed him so much and I am greatful to have him back in my life. We are starting over.

I was givin this beautiful promise ring to refresh our promise to eachother, since it didn’t work out the last time.

I think we needed this, something to help us grow stronger. You know what I mean? Paul is a huge believer of the whole “everything happens for a reason” saying, so I have a feeling he might be right this time.

I love Paul with all of me heart and all I can say is that I am just so greatful.

I could never ask for a more loyal and respectable boyfriend that that of which I have now. He has really turned out to be the perfect man. We each had our problems in the beginning and there wasn’t much we could to to prevent these things from happening. It is life, you know what I mean?

This picture was taken at the company Christmas party in 2005. He was obviously my date this year and needless to say, we entered the party with class and excitement. I purposely went a little out of my way to be a goof but it turned out that I fit right in, unexpectedly!

Paul’s Mom went to the party as well, she is an employee of the same company I used to work for. Yes, I said used to. Long story. As of January 30th 2006 I am taking career counseling while I wait to sign up for class at SPC. I have to talk to a few people before I take any classes, but I plan to go to school for law. I want to be a corporate law atty. Wish me luck!

I had a great Birthday this year. Paul and I spent it together, alone. We walked on bayshore blvd. and watched some fireworks from a distance. I was a little distracted because I haven’t been myself lately, but I had a great time anyway.

Being sick for a few months now, I think it has been about 6 or seven months, has taken it’s toll on me. I am getting better though with the right treatments. Don’t worry it is nothing contageous. I don’t think you can catch anything through xanga anyway.. Myspace, now that is a different story!!! Hahaha.

Anyway here comes more pictures from the Christmas party. So you have an idea of how beautiful that night was. It was especially nice to spend it with my baby bunny and his loving Mother.

The “Mommy”!!!!

Xanga takes too long to upload pictures… so um…. That is all for now!

Well… than what’s the reason?

I want to go somewhere today. I want to do something that I am not planning to do. I forgot that I was supposed to go to Busch Gardens this weekend. Oh well. Hey maybe I can get everyonbe to go tonight? Who knows.

I went fishing yesterday with my boyfriend, Mikey. Some guy hit Mikeys dog (Nilah) and kept on going. We only coiught one fish that day. That fish, I cought and it was just another puffer fish, which is fine with me. It is the second fish I have ever cought in my entire fishing with a pole life. Well… I got to go. I don’t have much else to say.

Hello friends, I hope you are all having a good Sunday. Mine is going alright.

It hurt my face trying to crack a smile for this picture but I DID IT!!!!!

Hehehhh! I changed my hair quite a bit. It’s hard getting used to it still, I look in the mirror and say, “Wow almost forgot who I was looking like these days, hahah”….

I know I am a dork… :O/

I love you girls….

I FEEL LIKE CRAP

I MISSED OUT ON WORK THIS ENTIRE WEEK AND AM NOT ABLE TO GO BACK UNTILL MONDAY…..

IF IT IS NOT ONE THING IT IS ANOTHER, BUT YOU KNOW WHAT??

I WONT LET IT GET ME DOWN ;o)

EVERYTHING WILL BE ALRIGHT EVENTUALLY, RIGHT!??!!!

IT HAS TO BE ALRIGHT….SOON.

I MISS MY XANGA FRIENDS, I HOPE MYSPACE TEMPTS YOU!!!

WWW.MYSPACE.COM

What are you looking at?

Things have just been a little overwhelming lately, but overall I am satisfied with the outcome of these happenings. I ent up with a new tire today. LONG STORY! I didn’t go to work today, another long story. Overall I am pleased with everything even though the surrounding items are being torn apart.

I have my family, my friends,  and my dog!

I have my job, a car, and my hair straightener.

I will have to ay all is close to well, I know that eventually I will be a success, when…. I am not sure yet ;O) ::grin and a laugh, THROWING MY HEAD BACK::

Life is crazy…. I swear. One minute everything is fine, the next it’s over(life).

I want to be wealthy when I grow up!! (lol)